16/2/2025
Sunday
11:31 p.m.
the obsession i had with [REDACTED] is something I'll (thankfully) never experience again. she permanently altered my perception on friendships, and I don't know if I should thank her, or hate her for it.
i catch myself wondering sometimes about too many what-ifs, when it came to her. I dreamt of a dramatic, emotional, movie-esque reunion with her, filled with sunshine and daisies, when the bitterness of betrayal was still fresh on my tongue. I hoped for so much. but she'd already moved on. and eventually, so did i. i still remember her from time to time, but all that lingers is the aftertaste of a childhood memory. now, that is all that remains of her. but, I cannot deny that a good few bricks in the pillars of my mind have permanently been replaced with those of her likeness.
regardless, i hope you're doing well now, wherever you may be, [REDACTED]. i miss you no longer, and my resentment towards you has long dissipated. i only pray that we never, ever meet again.
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